Wow, this is cool man! Sylvie here btw, muhahaa. I always imagined Ro writing her blogs so it looks like how it is to the readers.. but no its just a blank white page, I have no idea if I’m even doing this in the right font. It’s kind of cool writing this, except I can imagine Ro reading through and being like ‘Sylvie there’s people you don’t even know reading this get your wording sorted’.. actually what am I on about? She’d never say anything like that.
I often read through mum’s blogs and you realise that every one has some mentioning of Ro, but in that way we all accidently speek about her; like we’re trying to do it in the right way – some what un-natural (?) I guess thats how it is after people die, I always imagined it to be either horrible talking about the person, or really easy.. not this weird inbetween thing that you cant help talking about them but you feel bad talking about them and then you feel silly for talking about them.. you get me?
what are you even supposed to write on a blog? there’s 38 sleeps till christmas? actually yeah i like that.. except this will be such a strange christmas.. everyones saying its going to be sad, but i think it will be more strange. Thats another thing actually, when people die its like you HAVE to be sad, even though people tell you its showing your strong if your not, you feel like you have to be. What am i even doing sitting here complaining about death.. whats that even about?
I have no idea how long this blog post is.. 3 paragraphs? well i’ve run out of things to say, god knows how Ro managed to write on every day and actually have something to say..well anyway, Bye for now! 😉