😥 I was in my chair and to get out of my chair we use the fleece blanket as a pulley. Unfortunately, this time, I went to far forward and ended up landing on my knees in a panic. I’m too heavy for mum to lift me up on my own, so she held me up on my knees whilst Sylvie got Dad. Both Mum and Dad tried to lift me up but because my legs are so weak and heavy I couldn’t even swing them round. It looked like I was to be on the floor forever and then because I was scared and in pain and crying I couldn’t breath properly. Luckily we have these anxiety pills for me, so I had one and calmed down a bit. We weren’t really sure how to solve the problem but luckily, the other day, Mum bought a step and it was just low enough for me to swing around and sit on it, with Mum supporting my back and Dad handling my legs. Then I put my arms around Dads neck and he had a burst of superhuman strength and pulled me up onto my very wobbly legs. I’m in bed now and I don’t want to go back in the chair ever again..even though I should face this new fear head on. Now isn’t the time though because I’m still shaking.
1 happy post and 1 sad post for you today. I’m still full of adrenalin.