I think this is the hardest post I’ve ever had to write and I’m sorry that I have to say it.
I am classed, in the cancer world, as terminal.
There is a large tumour that has grown out of my liver and across into my stomach. It is nearly blocking off access, but it’s soft and the stomach will move so I’m okay on a liquid diet and I can still eat small amounts. However, surgery/chemo is too risky and they can’t put a tube in either.
Unfortunately, in the last 3/4 months, this tumour has grown pretty rapidly and we have no idea how long I have left.
I’ll keep on fighting but I need your help, I’m not going to keep it a secret that at the moment I am scared to go to sleep in case I don’t wake up, I need to find my positivity again.
The hardest person to be sad with was Toby. He’ll always be my forever.