14 Jul

Turns out it is today that I find out, Cath and Simon (the surgeon) will be coming over at about 5 to tell me the plan. If it’s surgery then I will have that as soon as possible (but I want to go on holiday!). Who knows what will happen. I’m a bit nervous I think because I’m quite quiet today.

I was given anti-sickness this morning and I took it even though I didn’t feel sick and now I feel sick so that’s not fantastic.

I don’t have much to say..I must be nervous.


21 Responses to “Thursday.”

  1. jill Clayton July 14, 2011 at 10:39 am #

    We’ll all be thinking of you. I’ve been showing my cats the picture of Eshaness so they can learn vibing!
    It must be horrible waiting for 5pm. Love, Jill

  2. margaret crisp July 14, 2011 at 10:40 am #

    Hi Rosie, I can well imagine that you are nervous, as probably are the rest of the family too. I guess you just have to try and be patient – and realise that the pain at not knowing is worse than actually finding out. Sorry can’t be more helpful. No doubt you mum or dad will be with you during the afternoon, so hopefully the ‘in limbo’ time will pass quickly. Remember that people on here are all rooting for you too!
    On another note, am sure I’ve got a blister on my rear end through cycling so am giving it a rest today! Also there was no bread left at the boulangerie, as flaming tourists had had it all (14th July) so rather than the beef sandwich I’d envisaged we had to make do with porridge for lunch!
    Thinking of you lots
    love mags.

  3. Claire July 14, 2011 at 10:49 am #

    So much for making Friday exciting! I expect a few of us will be queasy with you as you wait; at least then you’ll know what you have to get your teeth into next. xx
    Tell you what, waste some time by sketching some ideas for your chemo tattoo, they seem to be all the rage. I tried to read one on a girl’s calf in tesco the other day (whilst also trying not to look as if I was a stalker ) which started “Love chemo, live chemo, breathe chemo..” or something like that. I came home & googled the topic (what DID we do to avoid work before the internet?) & found one on someone’s arm which read “Smooth seas do not make good sailors, either side a rather beautiful image of the molecular structure of her drug. I rather like life story tattoos, but I don’t think we brits have a very artistic history of them, we tend to have drunken doodles or jump on other peoples’ cultural bandwagons. How many people have oriental characters which actually say Stupid Foreigner Thinks This Says Something Cool. So off you go, 3 designs before 5 o’clock please!

  4. Pip Armstrong July 14, 2011 at 12:35 pm #


  5. Michelle Gabriel July 14, 2011 at 12:50 pm #

    Hope you’re okay Rosie. I think a siesta is in order.
    Steve is at home with Eshaness so I hope he’s instructed her to vibe hard.
    We’re all vibing hard for you too,
    Mic x

  6. celia butler July 14, 2011 at 12:57 pm #

    Good that you don’t have to wait so long to know next steps. Who wouldn’t feel nervous, probably why you feel sick despite the meds. Everything crossed here. x

  7. Sara July 14, 2011 at 1:02 pm #

    Hey Rosie, we are all thinking of you today – found a little list of ideas on a boy’s blog who is in hospital a lot to help keep your mind off the clock
    1)Taking Naps
    2)Blogging – already done
    3)Walking the grounds
    4)”Terrorizing” Student nurses – slightly mean but could be very funny!
    5) TV series marathon
    6) Board games
    7) Make a scrapbook
    8) Decorate your hospital room if you are allowed!

    I hope it helps take your mind off things for a little while, fingers crossed for you today

    Sara xxxx

  8. Debbie July 14, 2011 at 3:09 pm #

    Will be thinking of you this afternoon Ro. Probably good it’s today rather than having to wait til Friday isn’t it? It is certainly better for my crossed eyes – could hardly make it out of the station this morning for bumping into people, to say nothing of the difficulty of finding one’s ticket in an over-filled handbag when you’re fingers are crossed! Good luck – stay strong and remember your excellent plan. x

  9. Lin July 14, 2011 at 3:20 pm #

    Thinking about you all day, love….all crossable bits crossed….and some that really shouldn’t be……:D xxxxxxxx

  10. Alison July 14, 2011 at 3:22 pm #

    Thinking of you.

    Ali xx

  11. Lin July 14, 2011 at 3:23 pm #

    ….AND…whislt I think about it…..WHY does everyone else have these really rather nice little tile icon dooberies and I just got this frankly rather dull green border, hmm????

  12. robin July 14, 2011 at 4:13 pm #

    Good Luck Rosie, thinkin of you


  13. Deb Walker July 14, 2011 at 7:31 pm #

    Have just opened your blog …. just relaxing for a while, after a long and busy day at work (- I now have 2 students with leukemia to support with their education [10 years and 13 years old], as well as others with different health issues ….. they are all so lovely … challenging as well ….. and full of cheeky humour sometimes …… they make me smile 😉
    Hoping with all my heart that your news was what you wanted to hear this afternoon.
    Thinking of you daily, as I drive round the sunny Warwickshire countryside, inbetween my student visits!
    Grab hold of life ….. a good plan!
    Love from us all,
    Deb and gang xxxxxxxxxx

  14. Helen July 14, 2011 at 8:26 pm #

    I hope you had good news today Rosie. Thinking of you and hoping for a happy update tomorrow.

    If not, I may have to get myself a cat just to help with the vibing (or I could borrow one of next doors and train it up, I’m sure they wouldn’t notice if I only kept it for short periods of time lol)

    Helen xx

  15. Rose Mayerling July 14, 2011 at 9:29 pm #

    lots of love Rosie , thinking of you tonight ,…………………. I will tell you some thing funny ! I have EF students staying with me this year , First time have done this the Girls I have are 12 and 13 , They arrived last night late had to be at wemouth collage this morn at 9.00 , They were ready to go by 7.30 ! ……. so they have been out all day , getting to know wemouth ect .. . they came in for tea then have been out to night for more acttivites , well at tea we were talking they said , why do the peoiple in weymouth not go to work ? I said well they do !… they said well when we were out today they were all sleeping on the Beach !!!!! xxx

  16. Rose Mayerling July 14, 2011 at 9:34 pm #

    sorry Rosie thats not at all funny on reading it the girls are here from China xxx

  17. margaret crisp July 15, 2011 at 7:09 am #

    Hi Rosie, just to say am thinking of you…am writing this whilst eating my breakfast! Need to then go and get bread and go shopping. Did some walking yesterday and will do the same again today as am protecting my nether end!!
    love mags.

  18. Michelle July 15, 2011 at 12:09 pm #

    Hi Rosie, just to say I’m thinking of you too.
    I had an MRI today. The noise is horrendous, but I was vibing for you during it.
    Mic and Eshaness x

  19. Jane July 15, 2011 at 2:48 pm #

    Always read your blog. I just wanted to let you know I’m thinking of you today. x

  20. Dee July 15, 2011 at 4:37 pm #

    Me too xxx

  21. Chris July 15, 2011 at 6:55 pm #

    How are you doing today Rosie? Hope the news yesterday was not as bad as you expected and there is more hope and better news to come in the future. We are all sending our healthy and positive vibes whilst we think of you. All the best Rosie, xxx

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