I did 4 and a half hours and I’m nowhere near as tired as I thought I would be!
Now I wrote a reply to a comment that Robin left on the last post and I would just like to write it again now because it’s upset me a little bit..I’ve had a lot of people say that they thought that their problems were insignificant compared to mine which is why they didn’t tell me, so I’ve just thought does this mean they think that in my head I’m thinking ‘Oh shut up, what are you complaining about? You haven’t got cancer, calm down.’ Seriously? Do you think I’m that selfish and self involved? 😦 It’s so so so so SO much worse to not talk to me about things or not tell me things because I’m ‘busy with cancer’, you really can’t understand how lonely it makes you feel 😦
It’s also the same to miss out on, I don’t know..maybe a night at the pub? Because you’re too tired? And then to ask what you missed and everyone say oh nothing, because yeah to them nothing happened but to you you’ve missed out on all the in jokes or old gossip and gradually you’ll not be invited because you’re always too tired…just because you’re tired doesn’t mean you don’t want to be invited. Luckily I’m not too tired any more.