I hate hate hate it when

People spell Calums name like Callum. ESPECIALLY people who have known him for years! YOU KNOW IF I’M TALKING TO YOU. It’s only got one L!

We watched this van sliding down the road on the ice..scary.

Christmas food shopping has been done! I’m gonna have a yoghurt and then do my hardcore mouthwash regime.

I’m too cold to write anything else .

Neutraphils..neurophils..neutranewphapilaphils?

Whatever they are..I don’t have enough of them so I can’t have my chemo today Am waiting for PICC line to be put in and then I am outta here. Home in time for christmas..or so it’s looking. I have to come back on Wednesday to have my chemo – IF my neutraphie….things are back up to 1. I don’t know why I can’t remember what they are called because I posted about them the other day. Yeah so stuck in  hospital until my PICC line is put in – which was meant to have been done by now..

I’ve had a shower and I literally had handfulls of hair all over the place.. Yum.

PICC line timeeeee – Will post later.

Alone time.

They’ve left me! Mum and all! Pah! Hah I’m okay . Nights sleep and then I’m having my PICC line and chemo tomorrow..depending on what my blood count is like… I think they’re called neutraphils or something? But the normal level is between 2 and 4 and the accepted level is about 1 but mine was at 0.5 and now it’s up a bit to 0.7 .

Had a fabulous visiting time Saw my Toby – who Nancy remembered! Hah Happy days.

Most of my hair has fallen out now..Well, I’m collecting it in my hat.. Which is beautifully gross. Hah, I got bald patches on the sides of my head ahah.

I feel settled into the teen ward now because we took up stance in the lounge and watched James Mays Toy Stories and Top Gear on the big T.V. I liked the lego toilet best. I just love how friendly the nurses are! Ahh, blood pressure time..

Nancy

the nurse gave me Oramorph for my mouth ulcers – Pretty hard core stuff I’ve also been given mouth wash and this like gel stuff that taste like aniseed. Altogether they make my mouth numb so the ulcers don’t hurt, but I’m not allowed to eat or drink anything for an hour afterwards :O and I have to do this 4 times a day! Hah! But it does make my mouth ulcers better.

Toby, Dad, Cal and Sylv should be here soon Visitorsssss!

It snowed!

Yahhh! It snowed last night and mum and I got wrapped up in our coats and went out and stood in it for a while, then we tried to get all the way back up to the ward before it melted so that we could bring snow to everyone.. But the lift took too long so we arrived back looking very damp . Hahh . It’s settled a bit but has melted on all the important places like roads and stuff..

No funny stories from the Teenage Ward..We’re all too lazy. Mum has been working the kitchen though and give me updates - So and sos hip isn’t any better and someone else is still throwing up because something about 3 days worth of chemo in 1 day.. I don’t know.. We’re friends with the couple who I mentioned in my previous post and their daughter – shes only in the bed across from me so we share T.V problems and stuff . We’re not like great friends who people talk about making in hospital but we’re still friends – it’s nice. I also made friends with another girl who was having a blood transfusion; I’ve seen her a couple of times around here but have never spoken to her. She has a bald head and wears it with pride Surprising that it’s still bald because she finished her treatment in September! She wasn’t kidding when she said it ‘takes the mick to grow’!

I’ve been waking up with more hair on my pillow than on my head! I’m wearing my hat to keep it all contained ahah. Mum and me have found that selotape works best for getting it off my shoulders and stuff. Wait..am I allowed to say brand names on here? Wait..what the hell?! Course I am it’s my blog! Ahahahahahhaha. Oh dear, what drugs have they given me?

Sorry for lack of posts – I’m not near a computer on this ward, so I appologise for that and also for not responding to your comments either! Thank you for all your lovely words and encouragement I really appreciate it!

Have got two more tshirts in now but haven’t had time to take pictures or anything..well, tried to yesterday but mum and dad decided that Cal wasn’t looking  his best so we’ll try again later..

I’ve just been told I’ve missed the chaplain – Bummer. People who know me will know what context I am saying that in .

I think Toby is gonna visit today Although I don’t know because the roads are icey..We’ll see .

I’m off to have breakfast now and then some bonjela.. Will try and be on again later – byeeee!

Difficult night.

Had a terrible nights sleep last night.. Woke up at 4am shivering really bad and only managed to get back to sleep at like 5:15 or something.. I was so cold I had to go get mum up to make me two hot water bottles .

Now I’m in hospital because my temperature is high. They reckon it’s probably my swine flu jab.. Great. I’m so tired .

There is a couple in the ‘lounge’ on the teen cancer ward and they are new to everything – their daughter is having her first operation today – and they look so sad and scared. I just wanna give them a hug and tell them it’ll be okay . Hum.

Am wearing one of my new t-shirts Will try and get them onto the website asap for you but obviously I’m in hospital so I don’t know how easy that will be.. Also – you can order stuff but it might take a while.. unless I get dad to do some things.

Okay just found out that I will probably have to stay in hosp till tuesday.. Bummer.

Pirate day.

I dressed up as a pirate – even borrowed mums stripy top – and turns out it’s not even pirate day at Tesco today..It’s tomorrow! Ahahah. Brilliant. Also, turns out I’ve been nominated for Tesco employee of the year! Mental. Don’t really know much about that yet – just read it off a thing in the staffroom, so I’ll find out more and tell you .

Ooo my arm is aching! Swine flu jab ennit.

Oh dear, I’m all teary eyed at Gavin and Stacey . Gavin and his low sperm count Sad times.

T-shirt arrived today so I’ll get a picture and get it up tomorrow for you Kay? Sorry for the delay – blame the printers!

Ahh..I need the toilet bad. Wait till Gavin and Stacey finish.

I can’t remember if I had anymore news… Ummm. I got crossiants for breakfast – thats news. No. Bahah.

I need the toilet to bad.. I’ll write tomorrow

I feel forgotten

I’m boring today.

I’m tired so I haven’t got much to say

T-shirts not arrived yet..Should get one batch today and one batch tomorrow apparently..so that’s cool I’ll get them up as soon as possible..before then it would be great if you could all buy the other items? Hah. Necklaces should be delivered soon..our supplier is having trouble with her ebay purchases but don’t worry they’ll be available soon!

I got a sore mouth And my scalp hurts And I’m tired. OMG moany moany moany aren’t I! Pah.

Had a driving lesson today. I did good apart from I was all over the place with my feet and such because I wasn’t used to driving my instructors car and the biting point was in a different place and everything.. But a good driver should know to change with different pedals..stupid.

Then had christmas lunch with Red Cross.. I was tired so I didn’t say much :/.. I miss Chloe She’s at uni now so I don’t get to see her so often Wait, I’m gonna text her and say I miss her..    ..       ..    .. Done.

I had someone introduce themselves to me yesterday. She said she had heard loads about me and that she read my blog and stuff – I like that. I like that she introduced herself..that was nice. We had a nice chat about ginger hair and such Don’t you reckon ginger and green goes well? Topped with pale skin and you’ve got a winner.

I’m tired

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